haiyo..
everytime need to help that stupid man write and send letter.
i had enough la!
cant you write yourself?
im also very busy leh.
hope you can faster go jail if there's a chance.
so irritating.
rahhhh..

ok actually there were two things im suppose to blog.
haha.
abit late, i know.


anyway, just wanna thank those who have wished me happy birthday.
oivia, clara, khant, meiting, hsien yew, joe, sheryn, janice, eleanor, shawn, kelvin, samantha, group 3, NR0706, hui ning, hui min.


and the belated birthday cohort.
LOL!
aaron, yoke yu, hisen ern.


and for the presents..
joe, group 3, eleanor&janice.


okay, another thing i need to blog.


BABY! IT'S ABOUT YOU!!


thanks for accompanying me through the night while i was studying for my clinical trial test.
haha.
guess what baby did?
something REALLY sweeet ;D
he called me and sing songs for me from 2am to 3 plus while i study.
aha!
soO cuteeee la!


so nice of you.
i love you;];];]

im crying and studying.
thanks uh..

tears rolling down.
i dont know what you mean by alot.
is it that it has dropped from alot alot to alot?
or is it that it's always alot alot.
or what?
i really dont know.

this afternoon, i felt the urge to blog.
because i was having this strong feeling.
i felt hurt.
but i kept telling myself maybe you dont mean it that way.


if i know i will feel this hurt then i wouldnt have want to meet you ler..


didnt know you feel stress when you meet me.
in the past its not like that de.


anyway, today someone told be about this 2 person in my lecture group.
i was soO pissed!!
that guy has got a wife and a 9-year-old child but yet he scandal with this girl.
arghh!
and one of the day someone saw them kissing.


today's adult nursing lecture has got this slide..
i find it so true for the both of them.
smart man + smart woman = romance
smart man + dumb woman = affair
got it? dumb girl!


joe you better dont like that ahh!
i wont forgive you.


okay, some sweet things.
today atrium has got some roadshow.
baby went there during lunch time and won a very cute notebook for me!
HAHA!
so sweet!
i love you ;D
muacks <333


tmr got test.
i havent study ;X
gonna study soon ler.
hopefully things will be fine.
God help me!!!
i know You will ;D
btw, my sms and call all exceed ler.
so, cant really use my phone until tmr.
yup.. janjan sorry.

rahh...
i always have this feeling that im suffering from a mild mental illness.
and thru this sem's module it makes me feel that i might not be wrong.
HAHA!


sigh..
im feeling so stress all of a sudden.
this morning i was so a good girl.
then afternoon i became a very hyper girl.
evening i became a very hot tempered girl.
now im a stressful girl.
so much of emotional changes.
joe say im having menopause which is like so obviously not true.
im having my mense now, dude.
HA!


well, i just want a place to vent out all my frustration.
and here am i... whining hard.


feeling much better.
whewww..


but is this the mild kind of bipolar disorder?
=.= feels stupid.


dont know why i keep on think that tmr is fri.
fri got test.
i havent study.
so stress.
just now i thought i have OCD.
HAHA!
cause' i keep on feel that my hands are dirty.
have the urged to wash them.


well, but the feet thingy is more common.
since young.
like now.. i feel that my feet are dirty.
feel like washing them.
if not very uneasy.


is it OCD?
haha.
but even if it is, it will just be a mild one.


im feeling uneasy..

question: How can I still trust God when I cannot see any light at the end of the dark tunnel?


answer: "Preserve me, O God: for in thee do I put my trust. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope. For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell; neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see coruption. Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fullness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore." (Psalm 16:1,9-11)


Dear friends, if Jesus said that we can have life more abundantly, that settles it. He won't tell us something that is not realistic. Will Jesus give us abundant life only to take it away? Will He torment us like this? Of course not! But we must decide whether to leave `Depression Avenue' and enter `Abundance Gardens.' And not only that, we must be willing to live there as permanent residents, and not slip out and be found at `Depression Avenue' again.


One has said, `Abundant life is a life with a meaningful present, not just in the future.' Do you believe this? Who does not want to be successful? Who does not want to be good in everything? Which teacher does not want to be the best teacher role model of the school? Which player does not want to be the MVP, the most valuable player? Which employee does not want to be the best employee of the month? What we don't realize is that our present life can be meaningful simply because we are wonderfully made in God's image. We certainly mean something to God for Him to be willing to do so much to save us from our sins.


Dear friends, do you fear because of what the future may bring? The possibility of failing health, failing finances, and difficulties of all sorts leave many people feeling hopeless, helpless and greatly depressed. But we who are in Christ need not be afraid anymore. Indeed, life without Christ is a hopeless end; life with Christ is an endless hope. One hymn writer wrote, `Because He lives, I can face tomorrow. Because He lives, all fear is gone. Because I know, He holds the future. And life is worth the living just because He lives.' Let us start living our abundant life today!